Bed time for me. Need sleep. G'nite all.
One of these days gotta post about the weekend. It was interesting. To me at least. Wish I had brought a camera. Need a digi cam! Sigh. Money.
Well, the test results are in. I do not have a thyroid problem.
This is a good thing. But it's also a bit disappointing. It'd be nice to be able to blame my low energy level on something like that, to pin it down and be able to explain it, and even better to be able to treat it. Oh well.
I have an odd mixture of relief and disappointment. Hmm.
On the other hand I can now put it behind me and get on with life. Oh well.
Well, it's not thyroid disease or whatever. And it's not a bunch of other things, he ran a bunch of tests on me.
- poor eating habits
- lack of exercise
Those are the three big candidates. I actually don't eat all that poorly, so I don't think it's that. I get almost no exercise, but that's nothing new and it never left me so drained before. So I'm guessing it's primarily stress, which would make sense, considering the state of my life.
I need a good way to permanently remove stress. Maybe an operation. Or maybe that's why most people my age go get wasted every night. Can't blame 'em. Oh well, that shit's not for me.
So... gotta just keep chugging along I guess. Sigh. So tired. :/
I'm going to bed early every night this week if at all humanly possible. Considering taking benadryl if that's what it takes to get me to sleep. Yes, I know it's not healthy, but I have been having minor allergy attacks anyway, it's not entirely unwarranted. And I'm only taking a couple before bed. If I can't sleep. So I'll be taking two I guess. :P
For my other New Year's Resolution I've decided to be more bitter, cynical, and morbid. There's not enough of that in the world.
...did the dishes, had some dessert, had a glass of water and a vitamin, and took some benadryl. Hopefully sleep will come soon...
Headache... methinks time to go to bed... glaaah...