ntang (ntang) wrote,
ntang
ntang

Tired.

I was really hoping to go to the city to work at the Salvation Army again, or at Javits, or wherever they'd have me, but my brother in law is not feeling well and I told him to stay home and take care of himself rather than the kids. I want to help, but not at my friends' and family's expense.

Oh well. Disappointed. :/ I hadn't realized how eager I was to go out there again. I guess part of it is just that with my life in a bit of a shambles right now it feels good to be able to go out and help, to contribute something, to know that my efforts can help other people. Sometimes I feel frustrated like I'm just going in circles at home, so the feeling of accomplishment and of giving is a nice one to have.

Sigh.
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