Oh well. Disappointed. :/ I hadn't realized how eager I was to go out there again. I guess part of it is just that with my life in a bit of a shambles right now it feels good to be able to go out and help, to contribute something, to know that my efforts can help other people. Sometimes I feel frustrated like I'm just going in circles at home, so the feeling of accomplishment and of giving is a nice one to have.
Sigh.